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Name: Jenn
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Gettysburg
Birthday: 5/18/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: Worship, hanging out, being a servant, spending time with Jesus, family, friends, Jesus,


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Sunday, September 02, 2007

I never update...

    I realized i never update this thing and really its because my life has changed so much in the past year that somethings just change or aren't important anymore. Not saying updating all of you about my life isn't important but emailing me or facebook, and myspace I'm on alot more because of my job. It will be a month on Tuesday that i have been married and for everyone that wants to know MARRIAGE is amazing. Even though its crazy adjustments and learning different things its a true blessing.
    Since being married God has been changing me in the crazy little ways but important things that i probably wouldn't have been able to learn unless I was married.
    God has called us to a new level with new blessings and a new journey but it is powerful!!
Keep pressing through and he will make a way.


Tuesday, July 17, 2007

         

But when I saw that they walked not uprightly according to the truth of the gospel, I said unto Peter before them all, If thou, being a Jew, livest after the manner of Gentiles, and not as do the Jews, why compellest thou the Gentiles to live as do the Jews?
—Galatians 2:14

When you are around other believers, do you find yourself pretending that everything is fine when you are actually hurting and broken? Do you do it because you are afraid of what they would think if you were honest about it? The truth is that we may put up a wonderful external façade when we are hurting, suffering, and sin-filled.

Jesus never had a problem with a hurting and broken person or even with a sinner who was honest, but He had all kinds of problems with hypocrites. Hypocrisy is defined as "pretending to be what one is not." The New Testament meaning of hypocrisy and hypocrite reflects their use in the Greek theater—a hypocrite wore a mask and played a part on the stage.

It amazes me how we have made the church a museum of saints and have forgotten our true mission. The church is supposed to be a hospital where the wounded and weak can come in and receive strength, restoration, and healing. In the church, we need to allow people to be open and transparent so they can lay down their masks and be real before God and other people. God wants to deal with you, the real you! He wants to know the you that wrestles with secret issues of the heart. The you behind the fake smile.

God wants to make you whole. He doesn't want to put a bandage on a broken arm. He wants to reset the bone so there can be proper healing in your life. But for God to minister to us properly, we have to take off our masks and reveal our needs.

God's Word tells us that there's only one thing that fills us on the inside: knowing the love of Jesus Christ. Knowing refers to an intimate relationship—not just "know about" something with head knowledge, but to know from close personal experience. That is what allows a person to "be filled with all the fulness of God" (Ephesians 3:19).

It isn't position or fame or money or beauty or education or a spouse that fulfills us. As long as you are focusing on the externals of your life, you will not get to the root of the problem. You must examine yourself within and begin to discover the greatness that God has deposited in you (2 Corinthians 4:7). The treasure in you is filled with possibilities and potentialities. When you begin to bring forth the treasure that God has put in you, your entire life begins to change.


Saturday, June 09, 2007

   So these past two days have been pretty crazy who would have ever thought this would happen. I have been really missing Mom this stuff always seemed easier to deal with when she was around. Even though she probably would be driving Jon and Lauren nuts but honestly her prayers and encouragement would be amazing. I don't know this is probably the first time that we have had to be there for each other without both of them around. I'm suppose to call Dad today and let him know but i really dont know if he will understand at all. I don't really want to cause any problems and I'm scared to do so. Ally is so cute and amazing, i wish i could take her pain for her but i can't, sitting there rubbing her leg questions flooded my head that haven't left yet. Also i will admit some fear has joined my mind about some things that i really can't talk about yet just because i haven't approach the throne room with them yet. I know God has a plan for her life i just hope FAITH rises up inside of our family, it was mentally confusing to see her the biggest baby in the ICU but the worst health wise. So keep us in your prayers and especially keep Alexis and Jon and Lauren.


Sunday, June 03, 2007

  Have you ever been in the midst of so much change that you feel depressed, scared, anger, and a JERK all in one? God is doing so much and with my life changing in so many ways I dont know if  i'm going to make it out alive right now. My life is containing CHANGE more change than i ever thought i was going to go through. The thing i so badly want to hold onto for help us something that could and would destroy me if i let it. I feel like such a jerk to everyone around me and scared sometimes to even breathe because i just don't want to hurt anyone. Please just keep me in your prayers and leave some encouragment it would mean the world right now.


Thursday, May 17, 2007

   I kindof thought today of everything that my mind has been going through. Stress of the future and everything else right now with graduation and Masters. I know i can handle these changes God is giving me but honestly there is alot of fear.I realized that i have to keep the spirit of Fear away from me. Pastor Bob said today that love covers everything and the bible does say Perfect love casts out all Fear. I know i can't be perfect and anyone around me can't but atleast there is love. The problem is i have been having issues recieveing love and thinking people love me or are they just saying it. Some of my closest friends get it the worst from me because i think they are blowing steam and just saying it because its the thing to say. I recieve it in Faith and i realize i need to hear it...        



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